Some days I just want to give up on life.
Not end it...
Just lay around and do absolutely nothing and expect it will be taken care of - by somebody else.
I am so sick and tired of being the whole "team", the partner that takes care of it all. Oh wait, I forgot that isn't a partnership.
Who cares about me?
Who asks how I'm doing and genuinely wants to know?
Oh sure, I have friends who ask occasionally but they have their own lives. Reality is, the only one who cares about my well being is me.
I don't have that with anybody.
I wish I could win the lottery, just like everybody else. In this case though, I'd be free.
Self reliant and free of so called 'life partners'.