9.28.2016

Good Bye

Some days I just want to give up on life.

Not end it...

Just lay around and do absolutely nothing and expect it will be taken care of - by somebody else.

I am so sick and tired of being the whole "team", the partner that takes care of it all.  Oh wait, I forgot that isn't a partnership.

Who cares about me?
Who asks how I'm doing and genuinely wants to know?
Oh sure, I have friends who ask occasionally but they have their own lives.   Reality is, the only one who cares about my well being is me.

I don't have that with anybody. 

I wish I could win the lottery, just like everybody else.  In this case though, I'd be free. 

Self reliant and free of so called 'life partners'.