I will never understand.

Why people have to constantly feel sorry for themselves.

Why they dog on their lives because they are not happy where they are at.

Why they sacrifice their own happiness to avoid being alone.

Look at this life we are so privileged to experience! 

Take joy in those little things, moments, bask in the miracle of all forms of creation!
Take joy where ever you can!
If you are not happy, you have to seek that change.  Don't wait for it to turn around on it's own.
And for crying out loud, don't go off the deep end and let your crazy show!